"This is the answer.Don't say you're number one.Say you're last.You will be happy"

"I agree,"I said."All my troubles began when I said I was number one."

"That was when you were foolish,"he said
-Rehman Rashid "A Malaysian Journey"

so one of my pals has serious issue(s) with me.i can't help but feel guilty as charged but it will just be gone.i'm not saying that because i can't be bothered.i admitted my mistake(s)(okay i dindn't call her yet and asked for apology,dude its early in the morning.you don't call someone who is pissed at these hours don't ya?i did SMSed and put up a public apology~er...not so guyish afterall.ya i'm 60% female.i did this online test thingy...kahkahakhaakaak.) i think that part comes because i'm just a guy.one of the things that sets a man and a women is this aspect.well,i just think so!and suria is pissed with her work i guess.and thank you for the blog dedication.irina was pissed with me yesterday and i had a fair share of her "dum dee dum krash boom bang!bang!bang!fire in the hole".....wrath.ah!the part and parcel of life inc.(i just add it up!sounds cool huh?)fuhhh...now,i think this all makes sense!hahaa.musim agaknya.6 degrees of differences!hahahhaaaaaa.

so yup i'm in the running for a JPP position.election?this monday!thanked God no speeches.i had that oppurtunity once only to be booted after winning due to the "incident".hahahahaaaa....we'll just look and see the outcome.initially,i was not even on the list.magically,my name was on it!hhhmmmppppphhhh....makes me wonder?wonder wonder wonder?shaq the wonderer!wondering wondering wondering....

today,i attended a gig in state pj in this one indian joint.i was a malay gig held in an indian joint.talk about irony!hahahhaaa.....for starter the few startings lineups bored me to death.i basically went to visit oooo z~zland!the first band up was too...urm urm sounds to spacy.spacy as in space!nama band pon angkasa maya or was it angkasa raya!to experimental.and the gadgets the use.boleh bukak kedai!then there are some hardcore bands up.i can't unserstand the words(which is normal)but the sound is horrendous.i can figure out the sound.not well complimented.the music is loud thats for sure but still a great music or song the instuments has to compliment each other.luckily,my friend joe and his mates does not dissapoint my eardrums!(and they had fans and groupies!macam rockstar)yup,its hardcore but i can capture the sounds.drum lines,bass lines and etc.excellent!the band before them had a superb drummer and an excellent drumline.names?can remember any!now i'm having a gig hangover!its been years since i last attended these things!hahaaa.....i felt old!DOPE!

now i'm very mengantuk and i've assembled my hi-fi yet again in the room with some changes.so i guess i'll be lullabied by norah jones tonight!so peeps have fun enjoy life!feel free to curse in your blogs and reduce your stress levels.rafiqasan i know you're mad and pissed with me but i like that picture you posted up!cool.like Jumy said "Jangan la amik ati sgt."will yah?err Jumy need help here...hahahaaakakaka

Be not angry that you cannot make others as you wish them to be, since you cannot make yourself as you wish to be. *Thomas A Kempis*