my word

haaaa...its a very relax night actually,although truth to be told my room is a mess,i'm kinda moving out due to a massive house renovation taking place next week.i spent close to an hour and a half browsing to the world wide web and i had spent some time on the friendster popular search as well.i decided to clicl upon some of the popular searches which include things like coli,ku ramas,perempuan and stuff(you'll guys basically got the picture right?).i did however stmble across some things which are quite "fascinating".a blog of a maknyah,some kinda gayish kid and some more of the kind.quite fascinating actually,not the crappy porno story stuff,i don't even bother reading them...these blogs are well linked and the hits are quite high.way way higher than mine for sure.quite a community and a very different facet of life!i went like wow!i know these things do exist but wow!i just don't know how to express my feelings.i know what haram is haram,and Gods word are truly not debatable. looking back at things it just freaks me out!the current human state just...ARGGHHH takutnya.i'm afraid of D-day.i'm afraid that i won't be ready on the day God decided to pull the plug.nauzubillah.truly not an angel myself but thankfully i still have the sense of being afraid.otherwise...